I'm not sure exactly why I'm sitting here.
Why I'm wasting my time typing this instead of paying attention.
But I know I'm not anywhere near the person I want to be.
I wonder why people like me.
I wonder how I've been this fortunate for so long.
If I knew me, I wouldn't like me.
If I could accept myself, I think I'd be happier.
And maybe even be able to commit to romantic relationship.
My mind is everywhere but where it should be lately.
I suppose that's the most frustrating part of my life at the moment.
I'm crushing on a girl for the first time ever.
The loop bus seems like it could be fun to just ride all day long.
I'm a text-mistress.
Sext messaging a boy that has a girlfriend.
The boy I want is after his English professor.
She's reciprocating, and I'm here. Stuck.
Adds to the ridiculous unfortunate situations that make up my life.
Self destruct button is where again?
"You and me and the bottle make three... this bottle's gonna take us both to an early grave... let me be your swear word."
Stuff
15 years ago
12 comments:
well thats a little effed up, random person ive never met.
i'm sure you'll find love one day. i believe in true love (cuz i'm weak like that).
and nooo. don't be a text mistress. you're so much better than that. (:
Morrissey responded to you,
"Every day, you must say: How do I feel about my life? I am sick and I am dull and I am plain. How dearly I'd love to get carried away. But dreams have a knack of just not coming true. . . Who and what to blame? Everything is hard to find when you will not open your eyes. Others conquered love but I ran. I sat in my room and I drew up a plan. But plans can fall through as so often they do . . . When will you accept yourself . . . for heaven's sake . . . When will you accept your life . . . "
thanks for reminding
Hi! Glad to visit your blog!Hope for your coming!
Life consists in doing things not just thinking about it.
Similarly Love should speak for itself and not be silent.
Let Your Love be heard Loud and Clear, then let it go. If it's urs it'll cum back to u.
There is so much more to you than your despair. There is life in you that the world needs. Take just 15 mins a day to nurture that life, to think only positive thoughts, speak only positive words, to laugh, to do something kind for someone else. It will change everything and you will begin to see how very valuable you are.
you know, once you learn to love yourself you get this feeling... you can make it on your own. you find yourself, your face, your values, your passion and zeal. then when people meet you, you don't need them to live. they need you. they want you... then that perfect one comes. nice post. i like it :)
love it :)
amazing... love it ^^
I do love the name of your blog heheh.
I liked this. and there for I will follow. We dont know eachother, but I love blogging and hope to see you at the Social butterfly (my blog) sometime!
hey!
well, I'm from México, and I don't know how I ended up here, but is really beautiful.
And i love ''The only exception''.
I follow, I hope you can follow me too..
-p'c
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