I've been listening to ridiculous music for the past several days.
Mostly popular Youtube partner songs.
Like "Sex Ed Rocks" & "Four Years Foreplay" by Smosh & I Set My Friends on Fire.
Mostly because it doesn't make me think about anything and it makes me laugh.
"They have the best swings ever. I once jumped five feet in the air!"
I feel like my brain is shutting down in a way.
I read assignments for class, but a lot of it just doesn't sink in and I can't complete reaction papers to my fullest potential. I'm usually just stuck at the surface.
It might be because I was overwhelmed with emotion this weekend.
And it was completely unexpected.
I had a great, active and social weekend filled with my lovely friends, drinks and good music.
But there were a few events that left me in tears the following day.
I watched the season premiere of Grey's Anatomy and had a good, hormonal cry just to let it all out.
Oh and this haircut.
I'm starting to keep track of who looks at me and how people interact with me.
Just as a social observation I guess.
A guy that is more interested in me than I am in him responded, "But your hair was short already. Is it shorter than mine?? Why'd you do it??"
Since when did I have to answer to you?
I just met you two fucking weeks ago and you know NOTHING about me.
Maybe if you actually paid attention when I talked to you instead of asking me to SEXT message you, you would've known that I needed a change in my life.
He's not my babydaddy, so good news, everyone.
I won't have a baby that doesn't know what the word "vanity" means.
"It's being vain."
This is a college educated 21 year old, everyone.
...whose birthday is today.
7 years ago