If there is one thing that I could change about myself, it would be that I didn't feel the need to apologize for things that other people have done.

Why the fuck do I feel like I need to apologize for EVERYTHING when I've done nothing wrong?
The urge to reconcile usually comes full force after someone fucks up with me.
That's right. I want to resolve things and take the blame for whatever it is that someone did. Just to avoid conflict, really.


Next time I say "sorry," and it wasn't warranted, if you're a decent person, smack me.
Thanks.